ArcCahlon

quick journal as I am heading to sleep (gotta be up in 2 1/2 hours for work) sorry to those that I haven't responded to yet and sorry to those who's art I haven't checked out yet I am currently working 5:45am-2pm and 5/6pm-12am shifts so I am not even sleeping (just naps) let alone getting time for the net. I am gonna try and catch up when I get the time but again I am sorry for not doing so quicker.

just wanted to apologize for my absence as of late, been doing the 2 job thing for almost a month now so the 8 hours I had before for sleep and catching up is now gone. most my days I wake up at 7 and am at work till 4 then back to my next job at 5 or I get an our of free time to check online if I work at 6 and then it's work 6(5) to 12 and back home by 12:30 to get to sleep to start again. so yeah this mutts so sorry if I haven't responded to your post or anything but at the moment I am pretty much sleep and work mode.

so yeah heard last night at work the lead singer of Linkin Park passed away (from suicide early reports say) heh yeah i should of know this day was gonna be fucking horrible. was almost ready to quit my job ok I actually told my boss "I fucking quit" because it was pay day yeah a great day where you get money.........no i couldn't get my check cashed any where because it's a hand written payroll check. any other day i wouldn't care but i had to pay on my jeep and now i am late (no idea on whats going on with that but who gives a crap) but yeah days already shit and i out of the corner hear on the radio "2 for (requester) in memory of chester" i was shocked and when i got home sure as fuck he died THAT fucking day. 


..... and I just realize something..... like seriously just fucking now..... wow... ok so i work at a chevron our address is 13631 bennington drive northwest and we sell chicken there chester chicken.......fuck you universe seriously fuck you.

yeah this mutts not in the best of moods lifes just... well its life *shrug*

rest in peace chester you may not of known it but you helped me cope with depression and saved my life more times then you'd ever know if not for your music helping me push out my pain I'd been dead years ago. thank you for helping me even when I and your fans couldn't help you. rest in peace man you will be forever missed 

First and fore most may the fourth be with you from the greatest jedi   

yes I am messing with you folk send death treats to me later ^^ 

anyway so well lifes been ehhhh interesting the last few months bunch of boring stuff really january my boss old her store to some new folks who are clueless but good folks best friend/co worker left on foot surgery (foot was becoming necrotic yay) but he's back thankfully so got someone else there who knows how to work. got a girlfriend after a 26 year hiatus broke up 3 weeks later ( 1 week more then i gave it to last lol) slammed my brand new jeep into a bike rider doing 15 MPH hitting him hard enough to make him forget what happened (course weed could of helped since he was wasted) thankfully the guys ok, and now the current time in life. getting ready for everfreeNW in a little more then a week and oh yeah thanks to my old bosses daughter regina I may not be around very much. she found out how annoyed i am becoming with my job and the fact no one other then me and john (the guy who had foot surgery) do crap there. so she got me in touch with jim and he's interested in getting me work at his store at the same $15 an hour working 80 hours so I might be taking on a second job for a while. so i'd basically be working 155 hours every 2 weeks leaving 122 hours for free time and sleep. so yeah might not be around as much once this happens because the money will be good to get my jeep paid off and my debit taken care of. I'm hoping to do it for a year at least maybe longer depending on how draining it is. I've done long work days 7 days a week for  awhile years ago and it was stressful but with the amount of money im looking to make (close to $3500 a month) I'm willing to bite the bullet and do it. so yeah may not be around as much starting close to june. anyways thanks to anyone who bothered to read this take care and in the words of a wise pony "this is twilight's fantasy spike, there is no wrong way to fantasize" - Princess Celestia S7E1

Not sure how long i'll be gone i am resetting my pc thanks to windows installing updates and removing all my network adaptors. I am using my phone to write this and having to correct every word because my fat fingers cant type is proving mobile isnt going to work. I will try to get my pc up and running even if i gotta reinstall windows 8. I am so very sorry for not being able to respond to messages i will see about using my moms pc to atleast do that. Hopefully i can get everything restored on the pc otherwise gonna need to buy a new pc. I really fucking hate windows.